I feel as though I have lived a miserable life and that no one in the world cares about me at all. This makes me feel angry at God. The King is of course responsible for the mental health system in which I have been abused so badly, but why has God not acted to bring change or alleviate my burdens?
While I know that we have to look at the present life in relation to eternity and paradise, I am stuck in an impossible situation again and am being abused terribly again. I’m so sick of it all. And I think everyone wants me dead, including probably you. No one at all gives even the slightest bit of love to me. Self pity. Whatever.
Fuck it all. I hate life.


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